Dreams

So last night I had a dream that I really liked. I had a dream that I was passing through this town and decided to stay a while. I ended up working or spending a lot of time at this restaurant that was the center of town. Everyone spent time there it seemed. I really like the owners son, but of course could not tell him. His Mom and Grandma and I were up at the front and I was going through some fortunes that would go in a fortune cookie, but they were bigger, about a quarter of a page. I was looking for the perfect fortune to write my number down on, as I seemed to be leaving. I ended up with a stack and wrote my number on one of them. I never gave it to him, and the stack ended up in my car up on the sunscreen. His Mom told him about what I had done with the fortune and he went looking for it in my car. I wondered what he was doing in my car and went out to check. He was sitting in the driver's seat and had found it. He looked up at me and asked why I hadn't given this to him. I couldn't manage to get anything out, I just kind of mumbled. Somehow he knew that I was a big self conscious about my body so he said something about how he had dated, loved, and left girls that looked like me before. Before I could say anything back to him, he stood up out of the car and kissed me.

Then I woke up. It really was a nice dream and I felt so happy. I went back to sleep and tried to continue the dream, but kept going off on tangents where we broke up and then I woke up again and then I went back to sleep and we were getting back together and then it just kind of turned into daydreaming. I found out things about why we broke up in each dream and finally decided we would be back together.

I really enjoyed this dream. It's super cute and romantic and detailed. :) I'm glad I got to have it. I woke up though, and felt this feeling of loss when I realized it wasn't real and I got acclimated to what my life really was. It kinda left me down all day long. But I'm still glad for the dream. I am house sitting right now, and I dream every single night. It's cool. :D This one...come true.