Bubble

So I've been wanting to write but I have had no idea what to write about. It kinda just hit me this morning as to why. I write when I feel things strongly or have an epiphany. Right now I am inside my own little protective bubble which is keeping all the feelings out. It's keeping me pretty mellow and clam. I think subconsciously this bubble went up because of how strongly I had started to feel things and I wasn't ready to feel all that at once. So my bubble curled around me because I needed protection. I know there is something protecting me because I felt it open up last night and for about 2 minutes there was this overwhelming feeling of longing and heartbreak. Then all of a sudden it was gone. I think maybe I have just been growing so fast and dealing with so many different things at once that I knew I needed a break to recoup and rest. It's a cool feeling to know that you're looking out for yourself subconsciously. I like it. I have my own back. :)