Sunday, January 2, 2011
Epiphany part 2
OMG I'm still having word vomit. I feel like I need to expand on things about me being lazy. I am lazy with all the small stuff and the things that I KNOW I can slide on. Other things, like when I went through Leather Quest I was not lazy on. Well, I was lazy and a procrastinator on the details, but I always got them done. I am stubborn when there is something that I REALLY really want. I knew I would do everything that I needed to do, I just didn't do them in a timely manner. Maybe that is why I like being dominated. I like having someone to answer too. It helps me with the procrastinating stuff and gives me rules to live by. That's why I did so well in Leather Quest. It was really militant. I just need more structure, and I need to figure out a way to give that to myself.
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Hey, glad to see that you've identified the problem at least. You mentioned going back to school recently, and I think that will help. You'll get to meet new people, you'll have to have discipline to do your coursework and so on.
If you ever want to talk IM me, ok?
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